Michael Jackson’s haunting last words revealed 15 years after his death: “He begged like a baby”

On June 25, 2009, news of Michael Jackson’s death aged 50 shocked the world. He’d suffered a heart attack in LA just days before he was due to begin a 50-date comeback tour.

Here, in incredible minute-by-minute detail, we detail how his final days unfolded… 

Michael Jackson announces his ‘This Is It’ summer residency at London’s O2 arena.

It will be the reclusive King of Pop’s first concert series in years after he largely vanished from the spotlight following child molestation charges in 2005.

It will also be his last. ‘This is the final curtain call. This is it and I love you,’ Jackson says at a press conference.

Tickets to all 50 dates sell out within hours. Profits will help Jackson to pay off the reported $350 million in debt he’s amounted from years of lavish spending.

Michael Jackson announces a comeback with his 50-date London residency at the O2 Theatre on March 5, 2009. He was dead four months later.

Michael Jackson announces a comeback with his 50-date London residency at the O2 Theatre on March 5, 2009. He was dead four months later.

Early April

Rehearsals begin in Burbank, California, with Jackson enlisting the help of old pals: choreographer Travis Payne and show director Kenny Ortega.

Jackson appears happier than he’s been in years.

His longtime makeup artist Karen Faye notes that he is ‘on the thin side’ but appears ‘very upbeat.’

April 12 (Easter Sunday) 

Jackson frantically calls his close friend and nurse Cherilyn Lee begging for propofol, a powerful intravenous anesthetic that he’s become used to taking to help him sleep.

He often affectionately refers to the drug as his ‘milk’.

Jackson begs Lee to find him an anesthesiologist. ‘All I need is something to sleep,’ he says.

Lee says she’s concerned about how easy it is to overdose on propofol but Jackson claims a doctor has assured him that ‘it’s safe as long as somebody is here to monitor me and wake me up.’

May

AEG Live – the tour promotor – hires Dr Conrad Murray, who has previously treated Jackson’s daughter Paris, to be his personal physician.

Murray is promised a salary of $150,000 a month, though AEG will later claim that there was never an agreed contract.

AEG’s CEO Randy Philips also personally oversees the hiring of a staffer to remind Jackson to eat during rehearsals over concerns that he is rapidly losing weight.

Murray begins giving Jackson nightly infusions of propofol to help him sleep.

June 12

Choreographer Travis Payne notices Jackson struggling during the day’s rehearsals.

Jackson requests that a teleprompter be added to the tour staging to help him remember the lyrics to his songs.

Dr Murray advises that Jackson takes the next day off to rest.

Dr Conrad Murray was charged manslaughter for administering the fatal dose of propofol that caused Jackson to go into cardiac arrest on the morning of June 25, 2009.

Dr Conrad Murray was charged manslaughter for administering the fatal dose of propofol that caused Jackson to go into cardiac arrest on the morning of June 25, 2009.

June 19

Jackson has failed to turn up to rehearsals for a week. When he finally arrives back, he is shivering and incoherent.

Show Director Kenny Ortega sends Randy Phillips a worried email saying Jackson seems like a ‘like a lost boy’, showing ‘signs of paranoia, anxiety and obsessive-disorder-like behavior.’

Ortega tells Phillips that it would be best to call off the tour entirely but fears it would ‘break Michael’s heart.’

The show’s production manager John Hougdahl also emails Phillips: ‘I have watched [Jackson] deteriorate in front of my eyes over the last 8 weeks.’

June 20

Jackson is off rehearsals again and Dr Murray holds a crisis meeting at Jackson’s Bel Air home. He assures Ortega that Jackson is ‘physically and emotionally capable of handling all his responsibility as a performer.’

Jackson is renting the $38million, 8-bed mansion for $100,000 a month.

June 21

Nurse Lee receives a panicked call from a Jackson aide saying that one side of the singer’s body feels hot, while the other feels cold.

Lee can hear Jackson writhing in pain in the background of the call and worries that he is badly reacting to a drug.

She says that Jackson should be taken to hospital, but his aides decide to keep him home.

Dr Murray stops using propofol to induce Jackson to sleep for the next two nights.

Jackson is seen in rehearsal on the second to last day before his death, people close to him notice that he was in good spirits.

Jackson is seen in rehearsal on the second to last day before his death, people close to him notice that he was in good spirits.

June 23

Jackson returns to rehearsals.

Ortega describes him as ‘a very different man… his energy, his state of mind, his enthusiasm.’

June 24

Early afternoon

At home, Jackson has lunch with his children – Paris, 11, Prince, 12, and Blanket, 7.

His chef Kai Chaise has prepared seared ahi tuna and salad, with a glass of carrot and orange juice.

Jackson appears happy and prays before the meal.

After lunch, choreographer Travis Payne runs Jackson through some dance routines.

7.00pm

Jackson leaves the house in a navy-blue Escalade driven by his bodyguard, Faheen Muhammad.

He’s heading to the Staples Center in downtown Los Angeles to meet his team of musicians and dancers for the final rehearsal before they’re due to fly to London on July 2.

Security guard Alberto Alvarez meets the Escalade as it arrives and drives Jackson in a golf cart to his dressing room.

9.00pm

Jackson begins rehearsals. Several people remark that he appears to be in good spirits.

Jackson grins broadly as he sings classic hits such as ‘Smooth Criminal’, ‘Wanna Be Startin’ Somethin” and ‘Billie Jean’.

For the first time, Jackson sees the show’s video accompaniments that will play on an enormous monitor installed behind the stage. He is wowed by a special 3-D segment where a crystal ball appears to float out over the audience.

Jackson and his dancers perform ‘Thriller’. Video captures Jackson doing his signature moonwalk.

Jackson's last rehearsal on June 24 ended at midnight. He thanked his crew and hugged his dancers before heading home.

Jackson’s last rehearsal on June 24 ended at midnight. He thanked his crew and hugged his dancers before heading home.

Midnight

Rehearsals end and Jackson thanks his crew and hugs his dancers, saying: ‘God bless you.’

He is driven home in his Escalade, stopping briefly at the front gate to greet a small group of fans.

Dr Murray’s car is parked outside the house when Jackson arrives back.

Muhammad and Jackson’s at-home security team escort him inside and to the foot of the stairs. As a rule, no one except Dr Murray and Jackson’s children is allowed upstairs.

Jackson complains that he is tired.

June 25

1.30am

Dr Murray gives Jackson 10 milligrams of Valium, an anti-anxiety medication, to help him sleep.

2.00am

Jackson is still awake and Dr Murray administers a further 2 milligrams of lorazepam, another anti-anxiety medication, through a saline drip attached to Jackson’s arm.

3.00am

Jackson is restless in his massive Renaissance-style bed.

Dr Murray adds a 2-milligram dose of the sedative midazolam into the IV, to no effect.

5.00am

Murray doses Jackson with another 2 milligrams of lorazepam.

Police begin investigations at Jackson's home immediately after he was pronounced dead at 2:26pm on June 25, 2009. They find medical equipment, oxygen tanks, syringes and a jug of urine in Jackson's bedroom.

Police begin investigations at Jackson’s home immediately after he was pronounced dead at 2:26pm on June 25, 2009. They find medical equipment, oxygen tanks, syringes and a jug of urine in Jackson’s bedroom.

Among the medical paraphernalia, investigators also find porcelain doll of a young blonde boy wearing green dungarees is discovered in Jackson's bed next to a stack of DVDs of children's films.

Among the medical paraphernalia, investigators also find porcelain doll of a young blonde boy wearing green dungarees is discovered in Jackson’s bed next to a stack of DVDs of children’s films.

Bottles of propofol and other prescription painkillers were found hidden in bags. An empty vial was discovered on the floor near the bed.

Bottles of propofol and other prescription painkillers were found hidden in bags. An empty vial was discovered on the floor near the bed.

7.30am

Jackson is still awake. Murray adds a further 2 milligrams of midazolam into his IV.

10.40am

Murray is finally resisting Jackson’s demands for even more ‘milk’ – but quickly gives in.

Murray will later claim to police that Jackson begged: ‘Just make me sleep. It doesn’t matter what happens.’

He administers a massive 25-milligram dose of propofol. This dose will prove lethal.

Murray stays with Jackson for 10 minutes before leaving his bedside to use the bathroom.

11.17am

Dr Murray responds to an email from the UK-based insurance company covering the liability for Jackson’s tour. An agent says recent media speculation about Jackson’s ill health has left the company considering ‘cancellation’ of the insurance policy.

Murray replies saying press speculation is ‘fallacious.’

11.18am

Murray makes a 30-minute phone call to his Las Vegas clinic.

11.49am

Murray makes a second call to another patient who doesn’t answer, so he leaves a voicemail: ‘This is Dr Murray. Hi, how are you? Um, sorry I missed you.’

Murray informs the patient about the results of a recent heart scan.

11.51am

Murray makes a third call, to Sande Anding – a Houston cocktail waitress that he’s been pursing romantically, despite living with his current girlfriend.

Anding hears muffled voices and coughing in the background. Not convinced Murray is paying attention to her, she hangs up.

Noon

Back at his bedside, Murray notices Jackson is no longer breathing.

The world watches aerial footage of Jackson's corpse in a white body bag being delivered to the LA coroner's office for an autopsy.

The world watches aerial footage of Jackson’s corpse in a white body bag being delivered to the LA coroner’s office for an autopsy.

Coroners rule that Jackson's death was a homicide.

Coroners rule that Jackson’s death was a homicide.

12.13pm

Murray makes a fourth call, to Jackson’s personal assistant Michael Williams, but doesn’t get through. He leaves a panicked voicemail: ‘Call me right away, call me right away.’

12.15pm

Williams calls back and Murray tells him to, ‘get here right away, Mr. Jackson had a bad reaction. He had a bad reaction.’

Williams calls Jackson’s security team who are based in a trailer outside the house.

12.18pm

Bodyguard Alberto Alvarez rushes inside and upstairs to find Jackson lying on his back, his arms outstretched and his eyes and mouth wide open. He isn’t breathing.

Murray begins administering CPR and asks Alvarez to remove the emptied vials of medicine in the room before calling 911.

Hearing the commotion, Paris and Prince Jackson enter their father’s bedroom. They start crying and are escorted out by Alvarez.

Jackson is lifted onto the floor and Murray attempts mouth-to-mouth resuscitation while another security guard performs chest compressions.

12.21pm

Alvarez finally calls emergency services, telling the operator: ‘I need an ambulance as soon as possible. We have a gentleman here who needs help and he’s not breathing. We’re trying to pump him, but he’s not breathing.’

12.27pm

Paramedics arrive.

12.29pm

Paramedics cannot find a pulse but Murray claims that he can feel a weak heartbeat in Jackson’s upper thigh. No one else can feel it.

Paramedics attempt two rounds of resuscitation at Jackson’s home, before continuing efforts inside the ambulance.

1.07pm

Murray rides with Jackson. He doesn’t tell paramedics about the propofol he has administered. Instead, he says that he was treating Jackson for dehydration and mentions that he issued him 4 milligrams of lorazepam via his IV drip.

Dr Murray e doesn't tell paramedics about the propofol he has administered. Instead, he says that he was treating Jackson for dehydration and mentions that he issued him 4 milligrams of lorazepam via his IV drip.

Dr Murray e doesn’t tell paramedics about the propofol he has administered. Instead, he says that he was treating Jackson for dehydration and mentions that he issued him 4 milligrams of lorazepam via his IV drip.

1.08pm

Murray calls Nicole Alvarez, his live-in girlfriend and mother of his 3-month-old son from the ambulance, he tells her ‘it’s not looking good’.

1.14pm

Jackson’s ambulance arrives at Ronald Reagan UCLA Medical Center, two miles from his Bel Air home.

Doctors try various resuscitation techniques in vain, including the use of a pump forcibly threaded into his arteries and heart. More than an hour of CPR leaves Jackson with multiple cracked ribs.

2.26pm

Jackson is pronounced dead.

Dr Murray bursts into tears, before leaving the hospital against the objections of police.

2.44pm

The media begins to report Jackson’s death. Some news websites crash, with global internet traffic rising by up to 20 percent.

Late afternoon

Police begin investigations at Jackson’s home. They find medical equipment, oxygen tanks, syringes and a jug of urine in Jackson’s bedroom.

A porcelain doll of a young blonde boy wearing green dungarees is discovered in Jackson’s bed next to a stack of DVDs of children’s films.

Bottles of propofol and other prescription painkillers are found hidden in bags. An empty vial lies on the floor near the bed.

The world watches aerial footage of Jackson’s corpse in a white body bag being delivered to the LA coroner’s office for an autopsy.

Devastated fans gather outside Jackson's Neverland Ranch in Santa Ynez and sing his hits late into the night.

Devastated fans gather outside Jackson’s Neverland Ranch in Santa Ynez and sing his hits late into the night.

Jackson sells over two million records in just three weeks following his death.

Jackson sells over two million records in just three weeks following his death.

Evening

Devastated fans gather outside Jackson’s Neverland Ranch in Santa Ynez and sing his hits late into the night.

Jackson will sell over two million records in just three weeks following his death.

July 7 

Jackson’s solid bronze casket with gold-plated hardware makes the 11-mile journey in a hearse from Forest Lawn Cemetery, where his family have held a private service, to the Staples Center in downtown LA for a a televised memorial.

Jackson’s brothers each wear a single white sequined glove.

More than 2.5 billion people worldwide watch the funeral, making it the most-watched non-sports broadcast history. 17,500 people – allotted tickets in a random lottery – have packed into the Staples Center.

Jackson’s 11-year-old daughter Paris tearfully says goodbye on stage, telling the crowd: ‘I just want to say, ever since I was born, Daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine, and I just want to say I love him so much.’

August 28

Coroners rule that Jackson’s death was a homicide.

The autopsy report details Jackson’s heavily deformed feet, hardened with callouses, and a severe fungal infection.

September 15, 2010

Jackson’s family files a wrongful death lawsuit against AEG Live, alleging that the company was ‘more concerned about profiting off the tour than they were about the wellbeing of the singer.’

Jackson's solid bronze casket with gold-plated hardware makes the 11-mile journey in a hearse from Forest Lawn Cemetery, where his family have held a private service, to the Staples Center in downtown LA for a a televised memorial on July 7,  2005.

Jackson’s solid bronze casket with gold-plated hardware makes the 11-mile journey in a hearse from Forest Lawn Cemetery, where his family have held a private service, to the Staples Center in downtown LA for a a televised memorial on July 7,  2005.

Jackson's 11-year-old daughter Paris tearfully says goodbye on stage, telling the crowd: 'I just want to say, ever since I was born, Daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine, and I just want to say I love him so much.'

Jackson’s 11-year-old daughter Paris tearfully says goodbye on stage, telling the crowd: ‘I just want to say, ever since I was born, Daddy has been the best father you could ever imagine, and I just want to say I love him so much.’

More than 2.5 billion people worldwide watch the funeral, making it the most-watched non-sports broadcast history. 17,500 people – allotted tickets in a random lottery – have packed into the Staples Center.

More than 2.5 billion people worldwide watch the funeral, making it the most-watched non-sports broadcast history. 17,500 people – allotted tickets in a random lottery – have packed into the Staples Center.

November 7, 2011

Dr Murray is convicted of involuntary manslaughter and sentenced to four years in prison. He is released early in October 2013 due to jail overcrowding.

October 2, 2013

The Jackson family loses their lawsuit against AEG Live after a jury unanimously finds that Dr Murray was not unfit ‘to perform the job he was hired for.’

January 25, 2019

HBO airs a major documentary, Leaving Neverland, in which two men detail shocking claims that Jackson raped and sexually abused them in the 1990s.